The trip was long. He'd almost forgotten just how long -- especially when babies screamed and the man across the aisle made frequent use of the barf bag. He'd been squished in next to the window next to a portly American couple -- first time visitors to Japan, he'd gathered from their conversation -- who buried themselves in a tourist book and rattled off the pros and cons of visiting each national landmark. Wormmon huddled in the bag next to his feet; Ken kept one foot guarding it against any sudden movements.

From time to time, the American couple attempted to make conversation with him -- halting bits of Japanese they'd learned from their guide book. He'd answered slowly enough for their ears, smiling faintly, but did not reveal his English, maintaining the polite Japanese facade. It was useful now. In spite of their warmth and their eager interest, he had no desire to talk. Instead he stared out the window, chin in his hand, watching clouds and water slide away beneath him as he was pulled, inexorably, by an invisible string towards Japan.

((This part is to the public in general.))

I hope everyone had a merry Christmas. I know we all wish we could have been home. I called my parents for a few minutes on Christmas Day; they seemed to like that.

It's supposed to be about family, though, isn't it?

Meanwhile, Mexico hasn't been unpleasant. Rosa-san's family has been so gracious. It's been a good holiday. They put more energy into Christmas here than we do at home, and I've been honored to be allowed to be a part of it.


((Ken has locked this particular entry to friends only.))

It's that time of year again.

I missed Christmas, but I can't miss this.

Taichi-san, Hikari-san, Motomiya-kun, Miyako-san, please forgive me, but I have to go home, at least for a couple of days, before the end of the year. I will be back as quickly as possible.

And what if something happens during that time? Ken bites his lip, glancing towards Wormmon.

Unfortunately, for this, it's a risk that has to be taken.

((Backdated -- see ooc note))

I apologize for having been quiet for some time.

Mexico seems strangely quiet itself. Although I can at least say for myself -- though I believe it to be true of the others as well -- that I have enjoyed the time, I must wonder at the disappearance of the digimon that we came for in the first place. There are several possibilities for this, but each at this point seems just as plausible as the next. He could have left the area, he could be waiting until our guards are down, he could be planning something more significant, he could be waiting for a certain date . . .

No matter the reason, I don't like the quiet. I think Wormmon is restless as well; it's hard to plan for an enemy that doesn't show itself. As long as the enemy doesn't appear, it has the advantage.

I've spent some time researching the area, attempting to be useful . . . I've also been a translator between us and the members of Rosa's family who do not know any Japanese. Rosa-san can't be expected to do it all, after all, and considering the size of her family, I think she would have to separate herself into three people to succeed. She has a wonderful family, though -- very lively and open with one another. There always seems to be someone around, someone wanting to do something. It's quite a comparison to being an only child.

I hope all of you are doing well elsewhere. Here it seems to be warming up for Christmas . . .



( Private )

((All right, I still have a few things to catch up on, but it should be safe enough to do this at this point. Let me know, though, if I've made any glaring errors. This could be backdated to just before Taichi opted to take action; I wanted to get a little practice in.))

I am happy to say that the Japanese Chosen Children have arrived safely in Mexico. With so many, I am sure the situation with Coatlmon will be cleared up soon. Hopefully we will have time enough to be tourists. For those that didn't come, I'm sure I have enough money for souvenirs for you.

( private )

Ryo-san, can we talk? Something came up.

I very much regret that I haven't been in contact with many people, or have updated this journal in a while. Between tutoring, classwork, judo, and studies, there hasn't been time. My apologies to all (especially Wallace. I haven't been a good host at all).

Judo has been especially intensive over the past few months. Sensei has employed me as an assistant of sorts; I'm asked more often than usual to help him demonstrate a throw or block. It is fun, but tiring.

As for studies, I've been trying especially hard to live up to my New Year's resolution and spent most of my time in the library. Surprisingly, it helps to tutor someone else in the same subjects too, the information sinks in better than by just reading.

Ryo-san is teaching me T'ai Chi Ch'uan sometimes, which he says he learned from a Chinese friend. It's a bit different from judo, but it is always fun to learn something new.

Everyone, how are you? It's been a very quiet summer so far, with the exception of Coatlmon.

... I wonder if there is a Tezcatlipoca-like digimon that drove Coatlmon into the real world. That Coatlmon speaks Nahuatl is interesting... Rosa, do you have any Spanish-language Nahuatl books? I looked around in shops recently and couldn't find anything in Japanese.

Things are really starting to pick up, as it's nearing summer.
I'd like to think that I'm not doing too horribly,
but the results from the midterm is still yet to come.

It's only June, but the heat is already starting to suffocate me.
I don't recall being good with summer, ever.
I don't appriciate the feel of hair sticking onto back of my neck like spider web to dry wall; or appriciate perpetration, or the humidity of the air.

I woke, to muted singing of nigenarenaiwas, soaked in sweat in my futon.
It felt strange, realizing it's already time of the year to change the quilt.
It was somewhat of peculier exprience, sinve by this time of the year it was always changed for me,before I ever gave it a thought.

Around noon,I did lundary, and hung it out to dry in sun.
The shadows danced with sunlight all afternoon, gliding on the livingroom floor.
Somewhat, I felt peace, as the sound of windchime resonated with the blowing breeze.
...and I fell asleep on the sofa.

Shivering, I woke up once again, to face flickering night light of the city.

A lazy day like this once in awhile-
Isn't bad at all.

Happy birthday, Rosa, and Hida-san.

Rosa, you've turned fifteen? Congratulations.
How did you find the party?
I'm sure you've had a wonderful night,and looked stunning too.
Please do send me your photos.
It's a shame we are not living close by.
Otherwise, I would've surely attended, if you had invited me.^^
All in all, happy birth day, blossoming lady.
I hope it'll be a memorable year.

I've sent out a package a couple weeks ago.
Tell me how you like it when you get it ne?

Hida-san. Happy birthday.
I am glad I know someone as reliable and knowledgeble as you are,
and you're a valueble friend who really looks out for his friends.
I hope to get to know you better this year.
After all, there's always more room for friendship ne.
I admire your strength, and morality.
I'm not sure if I can be as half firm when it's needed. ^^;
But all in all, Happy birthday.


"On that note, how's Miyako?"

Ken deleted this phrase.


Let's hope, by summer we'd be able to see each other and laugh comfortably.

Feeling the pain eating his heart away, while feeling somewhat guilty of the what he's been poundering earlier, Ken turned off the screen, and stared at the photo album neatly placed in the book shelf.

He wondered, if he'd be able to look at the picture, without feeling stirred.
Sighing, he crawled into his bed. The house felt so cold, big and hallow, as he invited sleep.

It is easy to fall back and rely on the familiar perception of someone, or something, when you're expecting to see them.
When that stereo type is broken, you're bound to feel the confusion to certain degree.
Either positive or negative.
Though, this case it has been pleasant.

It felt odd. I felt ailianated...
But admitidly somewhat excited.

Overall, I can't help but feeling guilty for even feeling that way.

...I... don't know what to think anymore.

Is it possible, that I might be....

...Forget it. That can't be the case.
But what if it is?

Then, why does my heart burn, rather than feeling happy?
What about waiting? Was it really all over?

What is this...bitter sweet feelings?
There's lingering black feelings of guilt.

I don't know if I'd be able to face them straight in the face the next time I see them.

No...Not just them... There are others too.

Perhaps, if I had more people over at my place, and I felt less lonely,
and can look at the framed pictures with ease...

Might help me figure something out.

[OOC:Discontinued, long backlog. I wanted to finish, but realized it'll never happen.XD

So yeah. A little back ground. ^^
This has happened in month of Febuary, towards the middle.
Earlier this month, Feb.2nd, Ken had his first black out,
and was suffering from nightmares all throughout January~Feb.
His parents are out of town as his dad had accident on Ken's birthday, and was hospitalized.
He's been suffering with bad relationship funk with Miyako, and an event happened back in January has put him off approaching her since, and his suffered some stalking through last year's month of December up until sometime January.
At this moment, Ken is stressed, upset, and paranoid.
Daisuke has heard Miyako's point of view on whole story prior to this.]

( ”Hello, )

( ”Confession? )
( ”and )
( ”prezzie…and )

( ”On )
( ”Relationship. )
( ”Emotional )

( ”Food, )

It's been hectic last little while trying to catch up to everything I have missed.
I am dreading to find out the mark for the very first test of the semester,
though I'm seriously thankful to Amano san, and Shuuichi for their help.
I feel that this week is the last crunch for now, and I should be able to get back on track after.

Takeru, how are you doing? Jetlag? Peanut's doing alright for the most part.
Yamato nii-san. I apologize for lack of contact past little while.
On a bright side, I found out earlier the day that my cell phone works again.
It was strange, almost, recieving phone calls from other people.
expectaphonecallsoon

Once I pull thrugh this week, there are a few things I'd like to do.
Let see how it goes.

PS:Daisuke, How have you been? I'd like to pay a visit sometime soon, so brace yourself. *grin*

Taken from the site refered by daihardcourage

ken ichijouji is the hottest guy on the planet and i wish he=He what?
ken ichijouji is better=Than....?
ken ichijouji is a child genius who as accomplished many things=Thank you.
ken ichijouji is left with a crippling disability=*looks up and down on the mirror* I don't think so?
ken ichijouji is no longer with us=I'm dead now?
ken ichijouji is a kid genius=Again, Thank you.
ken ichijouji is the digimon emperor=...I was. not is
ken ichijouji is displayed on the video screen* terror's martyr= ...
ken ichijouji is dead= Not really.
ken ichijouji is better known to the new digi=Digi?
ken ichijouji is going=to?
ken ichijouji is simply the coolest character in anything=Oh yes,yes I am.*cough*
ken ichijouji is the first villain of the new digidestined=Sadly so. Wait, there's second?
ken ichijouji is my brother=I didn't know Osamu is alive and posting.
ken ichijouji is in her=In...her? who her?
ken ichijouji is still making letters in the ground=Thanks to you.
ken ichijouji is alone=I think I've Wormmon with me.
ken ichijouji is my boyfriend words=Okay.*makes face*
ken ichijouji is his friend now=Who's friend?^^
ken ichijouji is afraid?" tk taunted gently=Did you Takeru?
ken ichijouji is a genius who got his smarts from a dark spore within him=I work hard now;
ken ichijouji is his bitch and that no one has the right to have him=...Bitch? Me?*wrinkles face*
ken ichijouji is my favourite character out of all the digimon characters=Thank you very much, though...'character' makes us sound fictional.
ken ichijouji is going to come help with serving and cleaning up=I think I did all that in the past.^_-
ken ichijouji is=Is....?
ken ichijouji is going for another goal=And I bet I scored!
ken ichijouji is my god=I'll try my best not to create closed dimension.
ken ichijouji is? is s/he a guy or a girl?=Do I really need that haircut?
ken ichijouji is the digimon emperor and davis barely manages to escape the trap=Who is Davis?
ken ichijouji is not a patient and determined person=You thought wrong.*smirk*
ken ichijouji is the hottest guy on the planet and i wish he would ask me out=As long as you won't stalk me, I might consider. ^^
ken ichijouji is a= B!
ken ichijouji is my sex slave=.....right.
ken ichijouji is the best=That's what my Judo coach say.
ken ichijouji is the digimon emperor 7=...Again. I was not is

...It's...just unbelivable.
Everything that's happened in between only two week span of time, is mind-boggling. Almost.

But it sure is reassuring to be back at home, and seeing Wallace san happy.
I...miss Yamato Nii already, but probably no more than how much he misses us all.Man, he didn't look happy at all.
...This is quite troublesome since reaching him by phone is not an option,
but I'll try my best to make him feel bugged.
You do the same, ne Takeru nii-chan *rolls eyes*

And...it is really weird having the "Stalker-san" home,
but it's amazing how well she behaves herself in front of Wallace san.
...I don't know what got to her, but it is rather...pleasent to have a classmate teaching you what you've been missing out.
She actually is intelligent. Can you believe that?
Mina san, What did you do? I now have utmost respect for you, though I can't help but wonder if you've cast a spell on her. *chuckles*
Oh well, but even if that's the case, it's.......weird.
It makes me feel stupid to have freaked out so much.

However, I think I might be moving in with my aunt some time later on in the year. My mother flipped when she heard from Wallace san I had another 'stalker' affair. *smiles* I'd still keep it a secret from Kinoshita san though.^^

Oh well, back to homework.


*PS:Koushirou san, I never did get a hold of you, but it was good running by you at the party. I...assume I'll be pretty busy earlier next week, but please DO contact me if you're good later the week.

*PPS:Takeru, If I do get to move in with my aunt, I can take care of Peanuts for sure.

(Hanging out with Takeru'll be here.)

Super brother.

P.S:Wallace san, Yamato san has invited you come to Odaiba and stay here for a week before the tour.

Mina san, would you have time before next Friday?
Koshirou san, did you get my message? I need to talk to you soon, so please let me know when you're avilable.

(will be updated with logs )

Koushirou san I need to talk to you urgently.
I'll visit you tomorrow again.

We all need to get know our TV's better;;;

Hope this year becomes another beautiful one,
for your beautiful soul.

Thank you for being such a great friend,
and I hope to be a better friend for you as well.

( The cell phone works? )

Thank you Catherine san, for bringing Wormmon(and necessities) with you.
I'm truly grateful that you'd stretch yourself for me.
I'm also glad to hear Wallace san's doing alright.
I am indebted, to so many of you.

Daisuke, I'm at Odaiba right now.
I can't say what hotel, because I'm rather scared of your sister,
But let's meet up. How about Thursday? Expect a surprise guest.

Takeru, I'm with Yamato nii san. Ken wondered if he should strike it or not.
I'd like to see how you're doing as well, so please let me know when you're good.
This good for nothing school ditcher has all the time in the world in his hands right now.

Koushirou san, I wasn't able to reach you,
So I left a note in your dorm mail box.
I need to have a serious conversations with you,
So please get back to me as soon as possible.
You can reach me through LJ or through Yamato san.
...er, Yamato nii-san.

I'll visit again tomorrow.

...It's rather sad,
But I feel relieved since I've received my share of home work.^^;;;